hi k im a patient and you, the reader, is the psychatrist is that how u spell it? k i dunno alright here goes
so im lying on that long bed with my hands clutched together and i tell you this i think i have this disease that whenever i go out alone walking or in the bus or something ill just somehow SMILE to myself for NO apparent reason really no joke then people will like stare at me so i try to keep it cool, but i think i end up having a stupid facial expression and then ill start blinking profusely and at the same time trying to hide that awful smile i mean i cant go around smiling to myself right? hahaha ok so im also restless in the bus i cant sit still ill move around, look here and there cant keep my legs still
and so far the only way i can prevent all these from happening is oh wait, ure the psychatrist right so now u tell me "HAKIM, teh only cure for this is an MP3"
ooo so perhaps you're right so then i had this mp3 and brought it along wherever i go and it worked just that when i dun have it hahaha die lo haha im still not sure of the reason to this, so i thought that it could be that its interupting myself coz im visualising myself being teh one playing that song hahaha just a guess baaaa
but just this once taht really i had me @%^&$ i had to go to woodlands to meet a friend by bus so i brought my mp3 and just as i boarded it POOM, NO MORE BATT WALAO EH DIE LA so u know la 45 KNN minutes suffering to and fro that means almost 2 hours, including waiting time hahaha