hi k im a patient and you, the reader, is the psychatrist is that how u spell it? k i dunno alright here goes
so im lying on that long bed with my hands clutched together and i tell you this i think i have this disease that whenever i go out alone walking or in the bus or something ill just somehow SMILE to myself for NO apparent reason really no joke then people will like stare at me so i try to keep it cool, but i think i end up having a stupid facial expression and then ill start blinking profusely and at the same time trying to hide that awful smile i mean i cant go around smiling to myself right? hahaha ok so im also restless in the bus i cant sit still ill move around, look here and there cant keep my legs still
and so far the only way i can prevent all these from happening is oh wait, ure the psychatrist right so now u tell me "HAKIM, teh only cure for this is an MP3"
ooo so perhaps you're right so then i had this mp3 and brought it along wherever i go and it worked just that when i dun have it hahaha die lo haha im still not sure of the reason to this, so i thought that it could be that its interupting myself coz im visualising myself being teh one playing that song hahaha just a guess baaaa
but just this once taht really i had me @%^&$ i had to go to woodlands to meet a friend by bus so i brought my mp3 and just as i boarded it POOM, NO MORE BATT WALAO EH DIE LA so u know la 45 KNN minutes suffering to and fro that means almost 2 hours, including waiting time hahaha
wah cialat so next birthday ya hint hint hahaha
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Illusions ; 11:34:00 PM
!@#$%&Friday, September 14, 2007
and the time has come again for the muslims to fast WOOHOO well im not for the dieting advantage, but im saving lots of money, but that depends on how much i spend during the period when i can eat i have this feeling that the 30 days are just goona fly by very very fast then ill get my income coz its HARI RAYA hahaha but too soon to talk about that yet eh FINALLY OH GOD FINALLY I GOT my 2 WEEKS HOLIDAY not long but, more than enough to cool down my head hahaha things in school going on back as usual, but i still prefer how it was when im in year one the past 30 days, all i do, in class, is watch MOVIES and if u get a hold of OLD BOY, damn u must watch it damn damn nice then we have to write reviews and all and thats about it hahaha and last week i wore my secondary school uniform to TSPU subcomm tea party, and i laughed at everyone, and of course they made fun of my uniform, but heck la, its the fun that counts hahaha so back to school so many things to catch up friends, family, fun stuffs hahaha hakim will be a good boy this month coz its fasting month so he is not going to do any sins but after that ull see the normal hakim again hahaha ok chow gonna rush me work and im going OUT =]