!@#$%&Saturday, September 29, 2007
hi
k im a patient
and you, the reader, is the psychatrist
is that how u spell it?
k i dunno
alright here goes
so im lying on that long bed with my hands clutched together
and i tell you this
i think i have this disease that
whenever i go out alone
walking or in the bus or something
ill just somehow SMILE to myself
for NO apparent reason
really
no joke
then people will like stare at me
so i try to keep it cool, but i think i end up having a stupid facial expression
and then ill start blinking profusely
and at the same time trying to hide that awful smile
i mean i cant go around smiling to myself right?
hahaha
ok so im also restless
in the bus i cant sit still
ill move around, look here and there
cant keep my legs still
and so far the only way i can prevent all these from happening is
oh wait, ure the psychatrist
right
so now u tell me
"HAKIM, teh only cure for this is an MP3"
ooo so perhaps you're right
so then i had this mp3
and brought it along wherever i go
and it worked
just that when i dun have it
hahaha die lo
haha
im still not sure of the reason to this, so i thought that it could be that its interupting myself coz im visualising myself being teh one playing that song
hahaha
just a guess
baaaa
but just this once taht really i had me @%^&$
i had to go to woodlands to meet a friend
by bus
so i brought my mp3
and just as i boarded it
POOM, NO MORE BATT
WALAO EH
DIE LA
so u know la
45 KNN minutes
suffering
to and fro
that means almost 2 hours, including waiting time
hahaha
wah cialat
so next birthday ya
hint hint
hahaha
=D
Illusions ;
11:34:00 PM
!@#$%&Friday, September 14, 2007
and the time has come again
for the muslims to fast
WOOHOO
well im not for the dieting advantage, but im saving lots of money, but that depends on how much i spend during the period when i can eat
i have this feeling that the 30 days are just goona fly by very very fast
then ill get my income coz its HARI RAYA
hahaha
but too soon to talk about that yet eh
FINALLY
OH GOD FINALLY I GOT my 2 WEEKS HOLIDAY
not long but, more than enough to cool down my head
hahaha
things in school going on back as usual, but i still prefer how it was when im in year one
the past 30 days, all i do, in class, is watch MOVIES
and if u get a hold of OLD BOY, damn u must watch it
damn damn nice
then we have to write reviews and all
and thats about it
hahaha
and last week i wore my secondary school uniform to TSPU subcomm tea party, and i laughed at everyone, and of course they made fun of my uniform, but heck la, its the fun that counts
hahaha
so back to school
so many things to catch up
friends, family, fun stuffs
hahaha
hakim will be a good boy this month coz its fasting month
so he is not going to do any sins but after that ull see the normal hakim again
hahaha
ok chow
gonna rush me work and im going OUT
=]
Illusions ;
10:04:00 AM
!@#$%&Monday, August 20, 2007
so what happened this week
to summarise last friday, all i can say is that
some people dunno how to give the person who is involved an answer, and says nothing
and then he tells other people some shit to make us be the bad people
well some people want an army to back them up
fuck la knn
whatever la, fucking childish, grow up la, its ur fault not telling us what ur problem was, but telling whose hu dunno any shit some shit, now thats bullshit u mother fucker
k fine whatever
off to teh evening
ashely's bday
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ASHELY
hahahaha
i envy your birthday can
hahaha
ate at MARINA SQUARE billy bombers and then theres a 15minute firework showcase, and the choreographers were spanish
damn nice
hahaha
ill write u teh note u wanted soon ok?
hahahaha
lol
ok, to a short weekend i go
poofs
Illusions ;
12:30:00 AM
!@#$%&Thursday, August 16, 2007
im sick
boo im sick
hahaha
yesterday we handed in our Reverse Engineering
damn releaved
1 down, fucking 2 to go
hhahahaha
but itll all pay up
so yesterday me and andi and alif made stupid jokes again
and josh sprayed a cockroach gold
and i swear it looks like a golden cockroach statue
then had council meeting
and off i went home and knocked out
and today was where i dicovered i got sick
hahaaha
raziz is behind me and he wants me to write his name
RAZIZ
happy tak kau?
apa apa la
and we're now teaching chowder arabic
andi seems to know only MA FIL FULUS
have fun finding out what it means la u all k?
hahaha
ok off to work
presentation tomoro
to work n more work
whoosh
Illusions ;
4:48:00 PM
!@#$%&Saturday, August 11, 2007
hahaha
i havent been updating my blog
and ok fine eileen im bringing my blog back from the dead
hahahaha
today's a saturday
one more week to a one week holiday
then back to projects
again
ugh
whoever says that designers dont get stressed,
chao cheebye la
hahahaha
so today i went to skool to meet up with limjian n andi
supposed to be 12!
but i reached at 2
and andi reached at 4
hahahaha
like 2 hour relay liddat
then once work is done is was back to Tamiya crave for a while
then i met Ronald and Kah Yuen
off to search for an edible eating place in TM
ended up at JAck's Place
then we went to Clark Quay to catch a glimpse of the fireworks, then ate again
for once im having a saturday back
coz i didnt do project the WHOLE day
for once
other than dota that is
hahaha
had fun with them
my arm was breakin cause i brought my lap top here n there
sigh
ok
off to sleep
bye
Illusions ;
11:59:00 PM
!@#$%&Monday, July 09, 2007
well ive been busy and upset over myself for some reasons of some sort.
but the busy part, means really really busy.
ok not that busy.
hahaha.
TPSU subcomm camp is over, had fun, duh.
HA ha ha HAKIM, TAT tat yi ah TAT tat yi ah, Kimberly ah KIMBERLY ah
we are one big family
HAHAHA, well that the ALCYON cheer.
I LOVE ALCYON.
=]
den it was down to AGM.
i did the video, maybelin did the slides.
er, we had to edit like a lot of times, sometimes didnt sleep.
blrrrr.
but the result during AGM? ppl gave 2 thumbs up. so at that moment i felt that it was worth doing what i tot had killed me.
but somehow, despite knowing itll kill me, ill miss doing AGM video again.
hahahaha.
AGM RAWKed.
Dance performance was awesome, k la, everything was awesome.
k to be frank me n maybelin were damn happy coz nothing went wrong with the slides and video.
thanks to those who came down for AGM.
thanks to the subcommS!!
thanks to the EXCOs of course, splendid job.
and i wanna thank the DSC n designer guys who gave me hope and support.
=]
n tom, im gonna show them i can do it. its a promise man.
"ILL SEE YOU WHEN YOU GET THERE"
they love that song.
woooo.
went to AGMS, down with P1.
now is the time where HAKIM WILL STOP PLAYING POKEMON AND DO HIS p1!!!
hahahah.
sometimes, i wish i could better manage my time.
for family
for friends
for projects
a wee bit of games
i realised ive been too focused on school. so to those who think ive forgotten or neglected you, im not, i still remember u. HAKIM doesnt hate nor forget his frens, unless u ignore me la, duhhh.
its just that sometimes i put hopes to high for myself. and i keep anger to myself, coz i dun want to be what i was. ok ill stop here.
off to P1.
=]
and ya, i dun have frens, i have FAMILIES.
and i love em.
Illusions ;
12:59:00 AM